In the end it will be Self Appreciation that will turn you around. Everything you look for in others must ultimately be found within. This is the long view. Every moment of Now may not have it, but you touch it even with the thought, and now catch it also in the words.
How well you are doing, though you know it not. So much is in flux that your entire sense of yourself can be changed by what you place your attention on.
Appreciate your body that functions so well, managing trillions of cells automatically, without you doing a thing. Please breathe a breath of appreciation now.
In addition you are integrating enormous amounts of high-frequency light. The full moon heightens the high registers of experience. The sun light and moon light currents are very strong. Add meteors across your sky.
Breathe light within for maximum absorption.
It is a powerful time. Yes. All will be well.